https://vm.tiktok.com/ZGdJuKx2P/ ' All I wanted was a hand to hold How did you turn so cold I really don’t want another fight Please just tell me everythjng will be alright I don’t think that I’m crazy but that’s how this makes me The depths of despair is where all this takes me I love you, I’m trying to help I’m trying to save you from yourself Please don’t do this to me Please don’t take my soul away from me I hear what you’re saying and I’m sorry ok? I know I’m throwing all this away I’ll be better, I hear you, I’m going to change I promise that it won’t happen again Until the next time of course When I’ll use undue force But when I’ve finished I’ll show you remorse So it’ll be okay I’ll come back to save the day It’s not black or white - I’ll call it grey It’s not what you think, there’s two sides It’s one of those things, you know I’ve tried Look, your banging on now And it’s just causing a row There’s only so much I’m going to allow So come here let me dry your tears And I’ll whisper in your ear what you want to hear Because when your crying I’ll show you I’m trying And how much you need me even though I’m lying Actually it’s me that needs you So don’t fucking leave me you’ll regret it when you do So let’s play it safe For your own sake I’m holiding out the fucking hand you wanted to take So tell me you want me and open your soul Because then I know I have full control What do you mean you don’t love me? You told me you need me! Your fucking crazy like I said you see? Your making me sad and that makes me mad You’re prepared to throw away all we had?! For one mistake even if it was assault? I’m having a hard time - it’s not my fault You’re only seeing the bad things - you’re forgetting the rest Give me a fucking break I’ve already confessed I know I’ve been wrong So just fucking play along It’s easier for all involved you know that we belong! You don’t agree? Well let me see I’ll have to show you what you mean to me So I’ll pin you to the ground Don’t you make a fucking sound You made me do this what goes around comes around I’m not doing this to be mean, no malicious intent Yes, I mean no, that’s not what I meant It doesn’t fucking matter I don’t need your consent I’ve trained you for this time And you are mine Don’t worry my darling I know you’ll be fine So just fucking relax, I can help with that I’m not going anywhere that’s a fact I want you and I’m going to fucking take it Because you’ve made me fucking break it So be a pretty pawn in my game Your life will never be the same And after this I’ll make you out to be insane There’s Nothing you can do I did warn you But you didn’t fucking listen or see my point of view But remember all I did was fucking love you. I know that’s confusing No I haven’t been abusing This is what you’ve fucking been choosing So now I’m here to start this fire So I can convince everyone you’re a pretty little liar So Shush now - no more play pretend Because I’ve chosen how this is gonna fucking end All I wanted was a hand to hold How did you turn so cold I really don’t want another fight Please just tell me everythjng will be alright I don’t think that I’m crazy but that’s how this makes me The depths of despair is where all this takes me I love you, I’m trying to help I’m trying to save you from yourself Please don’t do this to me Please don’t take my soul away from me